How do I trust You in this, God?
I feel myself still fighting.
I don’t want to be fighting.

Not You, God.

I want to want to rest in You,
not in the knowing.
It’s in the seeking I’ll find knowing.

But the flesh bleats
and demands an answer,
which is really just laziness.

And You want me to know You-
to seek You-
with all of my heart.

And when I find You,
the unknowns,
and where I end up,
won’t really matter.

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